You & Me :)

2011-06-11T03:00:00.001+08:00

flying off in a few hours..

gonna miss bby a lot..

hopefully its a good and safe trip this time round.

goodbye peeps! back in 10 days~

2011-06-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

MST is finally over..studied like mad..LOL..

this time round, accounting paper was awesome! i hope i can keep up till exams..hopefully i wont get lost during exams..so all in all, marketing and managerial accounting was good..but entrepreneurship was insane..all i did was used common sense to answer almost half the paper..hope i can pass!

flying off on saturday..back on 22nd..im gonna miss singapore! its so chaotic over at the european side..i fear for my life..HAHA! but my boyf seems fine with it..LOL!

gotta rush through projects when i come back! i'll be back with lots of souvenirs! :D hope i'll have fun there. (:

take care people!

2011-05-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

counting down 3 days to our 23rd month! and 6 days to my bday! wahaha!

ht and gang booked me for friday celebration and dearest cherylene booked me on wednesday night! :D hehehe!

saturday dinner with aunty & family, then sunday dinner with family! its a long birthday this time round..hehe! kinda excited for my 21st already!!! wahahahaha!

bby still thinking of what to get me....LOL! a wardrobe full of new clothes? LOL! Polaroid camera? HAHAHAHAHA! we shall see..(:

aside from all my birthday excitements, PDI individual due coming monday! and i havent really got an idea on what to do....siansss..then field work, Estee Lauder project and Naturel, followed by mid sem test.. :(

tickets are confirmed..we're flying on 11th, which is the first day of the holiday, and coming back on the 20th..(: bby doesn't seem sad anywayyyy!..LOL

gonna watch drama and research for PDI now!

2011-05-07T13:34:00.009+08:00

i have received my advanced birthday presentssssssssss! :D

daddy got me my LV strap! :D :D looks muchhhh better than the old one..and the old one could not even last 1 year!

received my Miu Miu pouch from mommy yesterday! :D frankly, its muchhhh uglier than the Prada pouch, and it looks freaking cheapskate... but looking on the positive side, it has 3 cards compartment in the pouch..and is the sister brand of Prada. went to view Miu Miu's website and it consoled me to see that it is really the sister brand cause the website had the Prada copyright thingy..but mommy says that when we travel in june, she'll bring me go find the Prada pouch..so we'll see..

went to my aunty's house yesterday to see her new collection of bags! she bought 2 Chanel bags, 1 LV higher range bag, 1 Christian Dior bag, and 2 Chanel earrings! she spent more than $10,000! we spent hours admiring her shopping loots. hahaha!

and guess what! she bought me a Chanel earring as my birthday present!!!! :D :D :D :D freaking excited!! and suddenly the Miu Miu pouch wasn't interesting already.. LOLL! i have an awesomeeee aunty! wahahaha!

she also bought me, my mom and my sister each a bar of Chanel BATH SOAP. costs about $170!!! LOLLLL! yesterday was an insane night! hahahahahaha!

excited for my birthday! and suddenly im thinking, what she'll get me for my 21st birthday..hmmmmm..hahahahahaha!

pictures!

The soaps!

My 3 advance birthday presents! :D

im a happy girl! LOL!

that silly boy of mine says he very stress, he say cause my family rich, always buy these kind of stuffs as birthday presents..LOL!!
bby, dont need stress kay! this kind of stuffs is for parents to buy de! not you! so any present from you, i'll also love it, cause its the thought that counts! :D

projects are flowing in one by oneeeee.. :(

2011-04-29T20:39:00.004+08:00

it was a wonderful sleep in day today! :D

poor bby had to wake up early to work. wahahaha!

slept till 11 plus, woke up, teevee-ed, rushed to catch the bus to eastpoint, bus-ed back, rushed to catch the bus to expo to see bby! :D all the bus catching made me super sweaty la!

talked to bby a while, went to the metro sale! bought bby a shirt from there :D

came home just in time for the Royal Wedding! so cool. entire UK is on public holiday cause of the wedding! Katherine Middleton is one lucky and veryyyyyyyyyyy beautiful commoner who went to the right school, at the right time, to have met Prince William who is now Duke of Cambridge! imagine yourself being a commoner, and suddenly you're a Duchess! omfggggg...how many girls dream of such fairy tales..

im turning into a geek, nerd, and cleanliness freakkkk!..i studied MA, CB and Strat management today! :O although i couldn't do MA tutorial, but i read the MA textbook and notes! and i have mopped my floor twice this week, and i re-organised my table 3 times already! whats happening to meeee!!!!

gonna be shopping for the next 3 days! wahahaha! oh. the plan on me getting the Prada pouch has changedddddddd! instead, i'll be getting a Miu Miu pouch! sister brand of Prada!
since i had been a Miu Miu freak since last year, i've decided to get Miu Miu (: cost is similar to Prada, looks also similar, and mommy says that Prada's quality aint quite good cause her Prada bag had some problem.

school's gonna get worse and i can sense it now. ohmyohmy......

2011-04-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

today was my first lec on my one and only dreaded module, managerial accounting.

and i do hope it wont be as bad as what i expect..i do not want this stupid module to ruin my high hopes of keeping my grades going up!!!! im gonna set my fears aside and study effing hard for this stupid module.

crashed MA lec today, and was in the same lec as rbc and bestie! haha! best combination everrr! and only today did i realise that bestie and me are in the same actual MA lec slot which is tomorrow! hahaha! next week on, we'll be studying tgt again! LOL!

and another module called PDI is a killer. its THE SAME AS D&T. omfg! i thought i'll never have to go through D&T again..but here im back..other than not having to do the actual thing out, i'll have to give a report on the product, do modification, add things, blah blah blah..its stupiddddd~ i suck at calculations and technical stuffs laaaaaaaaaaaaaa..ohmygawddddd..

so far, school's havent been a bitch and i hope i'll survive year 3. i realise that most year 3's timetable only consists of an hour lunch break throughout the whole day! which is 1pm to 2pm! timetable damn chiong la..although i have no school on friday! ^^

i am proud of myself for training myself to sleep early because of school. im effing serious in giving my all for my final year, get my grades up, get good grades for intern (and hopefully good pay), and just get it all over and done with. i've never been this serious in my life before. not even during o levels.

hopefully everything will go on smoothly, and hopefully i make my dreams come true.

2011-04-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

hohoho! met up with darling today! :D met at tamp, had lunch, then headed to bugis! was supposed to find some cheap clothes for school, but failed! only found 1 pieceeeee! :(

then headed to PS for daiso! :D then we went our seperate ways as i had family gathering! spent not much time catching up, but it was fun! :D

had a BBQ with rbc, ht and friends at my place on wednesday! was fun! :D

went to USS for the second time on tuesday :D played EVERYTHING! wahahahaha! especially Battlestar! :D love bby so much! and i finally got to go to Candylicious! and bby bought me a damn cute bear as souvenir from there! lazy to upload picture though..hahaha!..

met up with bestie on thursday and we shopped in town! :D she came back from Korea and she got me a whole load of stuffsss!
a whole STACK of face masks, whole STACK of seaweed, letter pad, pen, 2 of the lip glosses i wanted, a small sheep soap bar, and most importantly, A VERY BEAUTIFUL and artistic art piece! lazy to upload pics too!.hahaha! and 2 very touching letters(: awesome bestie! (:

school's starting in 1 day! looking forward, but also dreading..LOL! its so scary..we're already heading into our last year in TP...hopefully i'll survive it! and bby has an extra module! hahaha! poor guysss! LOL timetable seems tiring..but....we'll see..

mommy's re-planning our holiday trip.. :( seems like it gonna be a 10 days trip..
we've been to many many places, that whenever mommy goes to a tour agent, they'll introduce places for us till they have nothing to introduce cause we've been to all the places they introduce..its a funny scenario..

have decided to get a Prada pouch instead of a wallet(: hopefully i wont regret, if not bby will tell me he's right!

i hope the world wont end. there are many things i wanna do before i die.

2011-04-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

today has been a busy day. (:

woke up early, and headed to Bukit Timah. went to look at houses with daddy while mommy had her 1 hour facial thingy, then had lunch at Bukit Timah plaza(:
gosh..my mom spends thousands of dollars on her face. her face is her part of her assets! hahaha! luckily i have sensitive skin, can help me save some moneyyy! LOL!

then headed to orchard..it seems to be my family's weekly family outing la..every weekend must go orchard...but i didnt expect them to head down straight from Bukit Timah, so i wore kinda slacked..and complained to bby! and he replied by telling me that i should know that it is a norm for us to go orchard every week. KNN! hahaha!

shopped for Dior, Prada and Burberry bags..but i think mommy will get the Chanel bag instead..how i wish i can be like her! :( :( and, my sister is gonna get a LV sling bag, cause she say her hand itchy, die die must buy something..envy envy envy..haize.. :(

but on the brighter side, mommy's considering getting me a Prada wallet for my birthdayyyyyy! :D but i seriously doubt it will happen la..i'll end up with some random gift again if there isn't any other stuffs.. :(

rushed home, and headed for seafood dinner with aunty and family! once again, food was so so..so i planned my birthday dinner to be at Ellenborough Market at Swissotel again! buffet that comes with durian as a dish too! :D

ohh! i've gotten a new LV wallet!! :D :D :D
so now i have 2 Coach wallet, 2 LV wallet, 1 Furla wallet and card holder and 1 Burberry wallet. Ladies are collecting handbags while im collecting wallets....seems like a waste of money! :( but i dont like handbagssss! :( im considering giving away my Coach wallet and bags..but i doubt parents will allow lehhh..

my birthday's coming soooooon! :D daddy's buying me my LV strap as my present! yayyyy!
bby, you gotta find something else to buy le! wahahahahhahaha!

tonight's gonna be a good night! :D

2011-04-16T02:42:00.000+08:00

An amazing Love Story
He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her;
While he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party,
He invited her to have coffee with him.
She was surprised.
But due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop,
he was too nervous to say anything.
She felt really uncomfortable;
She thought, please, let me go home....
Suddenly he asked the waiter;
'Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'

Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still;
he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; Why, you have this hobby?

He replied: 'When I was a little boy,
I was living near the sea and I like playing in the sea.
I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood,
think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much.
I miss my parents who are still living there'.

While saying that tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling,
from the bottom of his heart.

A man who can tell out his homesickness,
he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,
has responsibility of home.

Then she also started to speak,
spoke about her faraway hometown,
her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk,
also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands;
he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him! ;
Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story,
the princess married to the prince,
then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him,
she put some salt in the coffee,
as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away,
left her a letter which said:
'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie.
This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated?
I was so nervous at that time,
actually I wanted some sugar,
but I said salt.
It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.
I never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life,
but I was too afraid to do that,
as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:
I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste..
But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time,
still want to know you and have you for my whole life,
even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.

Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is
Not to forget but to forgive,
Not to see but to understand,
Not to suspect but to trust,
Not to hear but to listen,
Not to let go but to HOLD ON.

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

2011-04-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

its scary at the thought that im turning twenty in a month plus time. OMG.

just sitting down in my room can set me thinking on what is gonna happen once i graduate from poly. should i start working? should i head on to fulfill my dream? what should i do?!?!

even when i was washing up just now, i had the random thought on how life would be like once my sister gets married and moves out from here. how long will we meet once? how would life be?
and when its my turn to get married and move out, will i bear to do so? how would life be no longer as a child?

its scary knowing that you are growing up, you have to grow up.....

2011-04-12T00:04:00.004+08:00

mommy came home and told me i had a letter.

this is one of the most touching letters i have received ever!

it is sent by my best shopping and listening ear buddy; Miss Cherylene Chew who is enjoying plus freaking out in Korea right now. HAHA!

in the letter, she wrote that she worry she fall for me cause im ultra nice and cool. LOLOL! she's a joker! luckily she remembered that she likes men. HAHAHA!

and also, in the letter, she wrote about how lucky she feels she is to have known and befriended me! awwww..sucha sweet friend..LOLL!

she's someone i know i'll always be able to depend on because, whenever i quarrel with boyf, she's there to lend me a listening ear and she feels sad for me! she say that she feels so helpless when she sees me sad and worry that im crying all alone..(: hence, i know she'll be there for me forever!
she even pictured us with our kids, attending each others' wedding, and having night life after work in the future.

all these may sound like some stupid little girl's dream with her childhood friend and all to people out there, but to people who have a friend say such things to them, it is very heartwarming and touching. i got emotional when reading her letter and i almost teared.

she's busy with her own group of friends and family, but no matter what, she makes time for me(: just like the week before she flew off, she msged me to say, that no matter busy she is, she will meet me before she fly off. and she did. (:

we may have only known each other for 1 year since sem 2.1, but we seem to have known each other for a decade. we talk about any and every thing. from boys, to fashion, to shopping, to friends, to family and many more. (:

who ever said that we can only have 1 best friend? to me, i have 3 best friends in the world. which i do hope will never lessen and will never change.

-hey asshole, we're a couple, so you should know that you can confide in me and i'll always lend a listening ear to you. if you dont tell me anything, how am i to know what happened? stop putting up a brave front cause you and i know that it will only hurt you more.

2011-04-11T16:58:00.002+08:00

i've got beautiful nailsssss! :D

bought the nail tool to do polka dotes a week ago, failed at my first attempt!
so i tried it again and i managed to get it right! :D but only for the thumbs..

and yesterday, when i was at Bukit Timah plaza, i went to check out packages for a nail parlour, the manicurist looked at my nails and said that it is cute and beautiful! wahahaha! felt a sense f accomplishment..LOLOLOL!

today's a lazy day..met bby in the morning for like 30 mins? LOL..then headed home while he went soccer(:

came across a blogshop selling very beautiful clothes! and i do need to stock up my wardrobe lehhhhs.. :( but if i were to order from them, i might order quite a few pieces! $$ fly..haize..

ohhhh! im gonna go to USS for the second time! :D :D bby was super nice to fulfill my wish..WAHAHA! we're not gonna skip hollywood night this time! and i hope i'll get to see and play more things as compared to the first time we went!

school's gonna start soon! :( saddening

2011-04-10T01:39:00.003+08:00

I came across an intesresting article titled: ''Annoying things people do online''on Yahoo news. LOLOLOL!!

Its kind of pin pointing at a website..but its still very interesting and i wonder how much of it is true for many out there.
NIGHTS!

2011-04-08T01:10:00.004+08:00

daddy's birthday was awesome! (:

mommy took half day, so waited for her to get home..couldn't decide where to go, in the end, headed to tampines as we had to collect his cake anyway.

daddy was on the splurging mood..luckily me and mommy controlled him..hahahaha! lunched at F.I.S.H..food was good(: mommy even had the thought of holding my 21st birthday there, book the entire 2nd floor..but was kinda worried that we might have more people than what the restaurant allows..so we'll see..hahaha! planning super early ahead! im kinda wishing i can have a chalet celebration! mommy say if people sponsor she dont mind..HAHA!

dinner at Long Beach was alright..kinda sick of eating there.. :(

mr leonard lum told me he's broke and he dont know what to plan for my birthday..LOL!..only gonna meet him when school starts though! boohoo..
im glad my boyfriend is getting along well to my best buds! (: its such a nice and heart warming thing to know..hehehe!

im tired. today was a good day and daddy loves his presents (: although he's worried he'll grow fatter and not fit the belt..LOL..but mommy assured him that when the time comes, he'll have more than enough belts o play with already..haha! funny parents i have(:

goodnight world!

2011-04-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to my dearest daddy!!!!!!!!! :D

mommy got him a TOD's belt! hope he'll like it, and we got him a CD! titled Love Stories! wahahaha! but on second thought, he kinda has most of the songs already.. :( nonetheless, i hope he likes it! :(

big feast later on but yet, i have fallen sick!! :( hopefully i can still enjoy the meal :(

im gonna rant about a bitchy aunty who works at a run down clinic! her attitude sucks, she thinks that they're the only clinic available! wtfff! if it wasn't for my stupid insurance, i wouldn't even consider going to such a low class, arrogant and waste of time clinic la!

stupid b****. with my IC with you, my surname spelled so clearly and fucking big in your face, you should not even shout at me saying that there are so many cassandra in the world la. use your pea brain and think la. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

if not for my boyfriend (although he did ask to me do it at first.LOL), i might have humiliated her right in front of other patients. and i do believe that everyone is going to their clinic also due to the fact that their insurance ties up with this stupid clinic.

i am never gonna go back there. im sure there are many other clinics which my insurance company ties up with. dont need to go back and see her stupid face with her fcuked up attitude.

on the happier side! me and boyf had a durian feast today! although he tried to stop me from eating cause im sick, but he failed! twice to be exact! hahahahaha! funny boy he is..LOL!

met up with ht, rbc and alvin yesterday! caught Morning Glory, it was funny and nice! :D next show on my list is Hop! hehe!
felt bad cause me and boyf left earlier cause i had to go fetch daddy from work! :( thought i could have beancurd for supper! LOL! so to make it up, boyf has agreed to let me plan an outing with them before school starts! wahahaha! thank you bby!

school's starting soon :( its not a bad thing actually, i do like poly life...but the thought of all the projects and deadlines and everything else, makes me dread going back to school especially after such a long holiday.. :( although we only have school for like a month plus? then we'll have our next holiday but still.....

oh and i hate it when people think that poly life is so easy and so relaxed and keeps comparing with JCs..get your facts right peeps! we aren't much better and we have actual deadlines too! we're sooooo much better in a way that we get a real life feel of what the real world out of school is! so stop thinking that JCs are better and whatever shit you all have filled in your minds(: im not saying that JCs aint good. im just saying that people should stop comparing us and them. (: each to their own liking!

i shall end this lengthy post! bye!

- just the 2 words; ''we will'' is enough to make me happy for the rest of the day! (: iloveyou!

PS: Dear Miss Lee, i doubt you'll have time for me since you're soooooo busy! but i do hope we can meet up at least once before school starts! after all your outings and stuffs! if you're available, text me! if not we'll see how things go! miss you ahh! (:

What Are Words

2011-03-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

By: Chris Medina

how i wish you would sing this song to me, or rather, let this be our song.

it hurts when you do such things.

最重要的决定

2011-03-31T02:59:00.002+08:00

我常在想应该再也找不到
任何人像你对我那么好

好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友还为你撑腰

你还是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起来气得仙女都跳脚

可是人生完美的事太少
我们不能什么都想要
你是我最重要的决定

我愿意每天在你身边苏醒
就连吵架也很过瘾不会冷冰

因为真爱没有输赢只有亲密
我愿意打破对未知的恐惧
就算流泪也能放晴将心比心
因为幸福没有捷径只有经营

By: 范玮琪

i feel that this song is reallllly sweet, and there are things in there which are things which i feel towards you(:
thanks for trying to cheer me up and destroy the sweet feelings by saying stupid things after that cause you're probably shy? hehe! but still, i appreciate the effort! (:

i'll stand by you, and i know you'll always be there for me(:

PS: Miss Lee! meet me soon! holiday will be gone before we know it!!!! meet us soon too!!!!!!! :D

2011-03-29T00:40:00.004+08:00

an awesome monday!

went for seafood buffet with parents in the late morning, food wasn't as good as what we expected! Fullerton hotel's buffet was much better with some standard! kinda felt that mom's money was wasted! :(

then headed for shopping at orchard! was just casually shopping around.........and within the next 1 hour or so, i came back with...
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This beautiful watch~ :D
Tag Heuer Link Calibre 6! :D

it isn't exactly a ladies watch, its a men's watch but suitable for ladies and many ladies out there love this watch too!! :D hehe! its simple yet elegant.. (: its veryy beautiful to me!

its a super advance present from my parents! hehe! only close friends of mine and boyf would know what it meant by super advance present..LOL!

daddy wanted to me to buy an Omega or Rolex which costs about $5k plus, but both were tooooo lady like, too elegant and demure! not my style at all..so mommy suggested we go check out Tag Heuer cause their watches are mixed and has a sporty look!..

so i thought why not, just have a look, then this watch caught my eye! and it costs $3.8k, about $2,000 cheaper than Omega and Rolex, yet sporty and elegant! told parents that this would be the one, and i will choose it over the other 2..and randomly, daddy agreed and bought it! :O

was kinda shocked, but happy..hehehe! love them sooooo much!! :D

i feel so blessed, i should be contented with the life i have now, and to have an awesome father! (:

im glad my blog is only known to close friends(: then i can vent out my frustrations, anger, unhappiness and happiness too..whenever i blog hop, i kinda feel sad for those whose blogs are known to many, and hence, they cannot voice out their own opinions and sadness without being criticized or pin-pointed at..

im finally gonna meet my boyf later! :D probably what he said is true.
absence does make the heart grow fonder!

2011-03-26T21:08:00.005+08:00

its a lazyyy weekend!

spent time watching olddd dramas and shopping at the airport with mommy! while bby's working hard to feed me!..WAHAHAHA!

mommy's planning this June trip to Brazil!..was kinda super turned off and reluctant cause it is known that Brazil is kinda unsafe!!!! really worried. everyone told mommy that its unsafe! even Brazilians themselves!

butttt..have been going to the airport this 2 days as there is an exhibition on Brazil cause Singapore Airline is flying there for the first time from 28th march! other than the fact that the ladies are HOT! like incredibly hot and sexy, the place looks kinda nice and relaxingggggg..with water falls bigger than the Niagara Falls in Canada!

soooo, now mommy's thinking of either Iceland or Brazil!
Iceland is cool cause it will be similar to Finland and i do miss the Finland trip. BUT, the best part about going to Iceland would be that we will be heading to London and Paris again before Iceland! can shop like crazyyyyyy! miss the shopping there!..but i think mommy's dead set on going to Brazil.

but it will be good news for my boyfriend! because, due to time constraint, the Brazil trip would only be a 7 days trip!
compared to when we first started dating, and i went to Finland for 14 days and last year to Germany for 12 days?..so this holiday is a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeee improvement! :D

i asked mommy why dont they allow me and sis to travel to place like malaysia, taiwan, hong kong or bangkok with friends to shop, she says cause every year without fail, we go for a huge holidays so its not necessary to go on short trips and waste money. WTH. i wanna go shopping with friends lehhhhhh! even for a day also good laaaa.. :(

i realise that as i grow older, im more afraid of taking planes..i have been travelling for 19 years and 6 months, but the thought of flying off every year is getting scarier and scarier!.. omggg..i hate flying.. :( i get cold feet whenever i board the plane...and i dread arriving at unfamiliar countries!! :( is there something wrong with me? cause i should be happy and grateful that i have been travelling for almost my entire life right?..............................................................................

gonna have seafood buffet on Monday with mommy and daddy!! but i think i will waste their money as i really dont eat much, so buffet is a no no for me...

IM A SCREWED UP, USELESS FELLOW! _|_

miss you lots boyfriend! (:
and i miss my darling felicia! so darling if you read this drop me a comment to meet meeeeeee! :D

2011-03-22T01:34:00.003+08:00

today marks the end of my 1 year probation under the category of a new driver! :D
i can officially take down the triangle plate from the car! :D

but..daddy says he will leave the triangle there till he feels like taking it down!..LOL..probably he's worried that his precious car will be destroyed if he takes the triangle down..HAHAHA!..

its weird eh..it feels as if i have just passed my driving not long ago, but it has already been a year! :O..hahaha!..this shows how fast we're growing too! :(

anyway, away from being emo, the Lion King musical was AWESOME!..our seats were great too! had a superb view of the stage!..MBS theatre is kinda similar to Esplanade theatre...wasn't as grand as i thought it would be!..however, the entire cast had great vocals and the whole musical was very realistic which reflected the cartoon very well!..great show!.. definitely worth the time and money for those who paid well for the tickets!

holidays are boringggggggggg..was supposed to go with grandma and cousin to malaysia for a day..but......daddy says the air ticket is not worth..so he asked me to go when they are going for a longer period of time next time round!

boyf has been working hard to feed me! hahahahhaha!..but he enjoys it righttttttt??.. :D

my drama cant be found! sad!....school's gonna reopen in a month's time..seems far, but time flies...soon life will be hectic yet again...... :(

im staring at this space and im lost as to what to write..LOL..so i shall stop here.

take care people!

to the love of my life :)

2011-03-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21 MONTHS BBY! times flies by very quickly eh..seems like we have just been together not long ago..HAHA!..

it will be our 2nd year soon!!..so exciting..HAHA!..thank you for all the love and LITTLE TINY BIT of care you have showered me with!..i had an awesome day with you celebrating our 21st monthsary! :D you're the best, the most awesome boyfriend!!!!!!!

i must have done something good in my past live to deserve an awesome guy like you though at times you're irritating, noisy, not always very loving, lazy, got a veryyyyy relaxed lifestyle which is veryyyyyyyyyyyyy unbearable at times, etc, etc, etc, HAHAHAHAHAHA!.. BUT you're still awesome!

i bet you have done something GREAT in your past life to have me as your girlfriend though!...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! LMAO!..like you have saved a country, or you have been a life saver during a crisis or something along this line and hence, i am your girlfriend now!..LMAOOO! agree right!! i will shy..*blush*..

enough of the bullshits, im really glad that you have walked through all the the stupid quarrels we had and have tried to give in to me (although its getting lesser. HAHA!) all these time! :D you must get stronger kay! cause its gonna get tougher! WAHAHAHAHAHA!

i love you dumbass! :D and i know you love me a lot too la!...dont shy shy, pretend like you dont care!.everyone knows you love me a lot! HAHAHA!
ming tian wo yao jia ge ni la~~~ HAHAHAHAHA!

Happy 21 months once again! *hugs and kisses*

PS: YOU WILL SHY DE MEH! dont happily read this post then come tell me will shy hor! i know you secretly enjoying this post! HAHAHAHA!

2011-03-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

hao xiang qu Luo Zhi Xiang de concert ahhhhh!. :(

2011-03-14T01:41:00.003+08:00

im pretty glad that i am living in Singapore.

the disaster in Japan is scary. 10,000 people are missing with 1,000 dead..houses gone, places destroyed. what is happening to the world. its scary.

will i live to see another day? will i survive to see myself getting married, having adorable kids?..i may sound so kiasu, kiasi, but its really scary..

if such things were to happen to Singapore, we will all be swept away with nothing left. Tsunami is just happening again and again. Its getting worse...

we should cherish our loved ones, cause we will never know what may happen...the thought of it is already very scary. imagine it happening real life....who can stand the heartache and loss...

lets hope things gets better for Japan, and for the world.

bby, i love you.

All i want to say is

2011-03-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

thank you for pampering me(: thank you for letting me know how much you love me, going to the extend of doing whatever it takes to make me happy..(:

no amount of thank you will be enough, but just do know that i truly mean it, and i truly appreciate it.

today, i finally realise how much you love me, and how much i mean to you (:

i will learn to put full trust in you, because you once said this to me:
"i am the most decent guy you'll ever meet"..LMAO..

its funny, but i hope it true(: i hope you meant it truly when you said it, and dont ever go back on your words!!..

ily(:

2011-03-06T14:36:00.004+08:00

excited for next week to come!

im gonna go watch the Lion King musical with my mom at marina bay sands theatre! :D my mom's excited too cause she can go marina bay to shop..LOL!

holidays aint much fun actually..but the thought of it ending is dreadful!!!..its already march, time fliesssss..

bby promised to get me itouch 4! yay! :D cant wait for IT fair! gonna work with bby and my girls! :D

im catching up with taiwan dramas, but im getting bored lehhs..nothing to watch..waiting for love buffet to be uploaded! :D

oh and bby promised to bring me back to USS again to let me play and shop whatever we missed previously! woohoo!!! :D

lets go to the zoo kay bby! wahahahaha! :D

love you much!

2011-03-03T03:34:00.004+08:00

sorry to post such a mushy post, but i just gotta let it all out.

i love my boyfriend.

he might not know it, or he might not ever know how much i love him.

even though there are times when i joke about him and all, but deep down, i care for him a lot.

every morning, the first thing i wish to see is his msg, but it seldom happens.

ever morning, i wish i had a morning call from him, but it will never happen.

every few days of a month, i wish for all his care and concern, but i get none.

every day, i worry for him, think of him, even if we meet each other.

every day, i think of what i can do to make him happy, think of sweet things to do for him. but he might not even know.

but it all doesnt matter much anymore because;

because of him, i learn to take public buses more, think of which buses can go where.

because of him, i learn to travel alone for even 1 hour at times, all alone, just to surprise him.

because of him, i learn to save my pays and allowances to buy him a good gift at times.

because of him, i realised that i can actually care for someone so much.

my best friend asked me previously, would i cry for days and night, lose all my appetite, lose my sleep if we were to end one day.

out of all the above mentioned, i dont deny the fact that i will definitely cry at times at night. because even now, i still cry for him.

when will he ever realise all that im going through..when will he show me his utmost concern.

no matter when, i hope he knows that i will keep waiting..till the day, we both go our separate way, which i hope will NEVER happen. (:

i must start learning to treasure a true heart, no matter how many flaws it has.

2011-03-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果如果如果如果如果
最后变成如果我也不能接受
错过错过错过错过错过

我比你更难过不会一错再错

嗯这次不要再轻易错过

2011-03-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

i would like you to treat me as someone really special.

not telling me how you would treat every one.

i would like you to pamper/treat me like im your little princess.

i would like to hear from you that you do miss me at times.

i dont want to be the one always missing you and crying for you.

i want to know that you truly care for me.

you need to know that im not used to sleeping early ever since there was 'O' levels in this world.

you need to know that i love watching dramas.

you need to know that i would like to be treated special at times.

you need to know that i need security from you.

you need to know a lot of things you have yet learnt till now.
you need to start learning.

2011-02-28T00:40:00.001+08:00

im bored with the holidayssss..

dont miss school, but bored..HAHA!..having no exam feels awesome..everyone in poly should get a feel of it at least once..LOL!

i miss my itouch a freaking hell lot.. :(

i miss my boyf too..LMAO! :D

and as what boyf has told me; i gotta learn to sleep early! :D

i'll try..i'll really try..HAHAHA!

love you dumb!

2011-02-22T03:55:00.001+08:00

it was the best journey home ever.
how i wish that every journey can be like this.

2011-02-22T03:45:00.001+08:00

2011-02-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

Happy valentine's people!

this year's v.day was quite sad!..had a role play in the early afternoon..then had a test at 6pm!..sad life!..didnt get to celebrate v.day.. :(

but boyf got me a verrrry practical gift! :D something which i have wanted quite a while ago le!.
such a sweet boy today!..

test was alright i guess..bullshitted through out..hopefully it makes sense though..LOL

my holiday officially starts today!! yay me! after all the stressing and studying and burning midnight oil, its finally time for a break!

we're moving on to year 3.. :( i hope me and boyf can survive the huge obstacle of SIP...we'll see..(:

boyf!..dont give up okay! we'll survive! wahahahaha!!

i love youuu!! happy valentine's day to you my dearest! *inserts hugs and kisses* LOLLLL

:D

2011-02-08T02:48:00.001+08:00

things were not meant to be

2011-01-26T14:30:00.003+08:00

iampissedthatpeoplearenothavingownopinionsandresorttocopyingothers
ishallnotnameoutwhatmydispleassureisbutithasbeensomethingwhichhasbeenbuggingmeeversinceihadmyhairdyed.

thankyoufortakingyourtimetodicipherwhatihavejusttypedcausemyboyfriendseemstobehavingdifficultydeiciperingalthoughheisjustbesidemeasitype.

tofelicia: ILOVETOHUGMYBOYFRIEND. LOLLOLLOLLOLLOL:D

2011-01-13T01:58:00.001+08:00

2011-01-08T13:45:00.003+08:00

once again, you weren't there when i needed you

2011-01-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

I have deleted all posts and i am going to restart once again(:

no one may be reading but i shall try and blog about what i feel and stuffs..(:

have been enjoying poly life i guess..busy with projects and what nots..(:
its a new year..i have met awesome people in 2010..and im glad i've met them or rather her(:
an awesome girl who never fails to accompany me till wee hours of the day(:

also, a new year means 1 more year has passed with my dearest boyfriend.
it has been a long and difficult journey..but we made it somehow..we have had many MANY disagreements, many tearful moments, but we still hung on tight together.
things have been very rocky, but i guess that means we still care for each other in our hearts(:

he has been an awesome boyfriend, who has been lovely at times..even though we have very different thinking and mindsets, we are trying hard to compromise with each other. even though he always sides with others, i know deep down he loves me still(:
he always do things which makes me angry, irritated, pissed, upset and disappointed but i have learnt to forgive and probably forget some..
i do hope he'll change for me, for the better..its impossible..but i'll keep on wishing..haha(:
i love this mean ass very dearly, and i do hope we'll walk down the journey together no matter how difficult, tiring and hurtful it is(:
bby, do hang on kay(:

anw, the start of 2011 hasn't been really smooth going in terms of school..having problems with certain things/ people. i do hope it gets better.

sometimes i wonder, am i really the one at fault? am i stressing myself for nothing? am i thinking too much? what is really wrong..its exhausting to find the answers cause it never seems to be there.

sometimes, my small little room with my music is the only thing which is able to make me feel stress free and feel like im in my own world. do you know how nice it is? (:
how i wish i can just block out everything.
how i wish it was only you and me.
how i wish you will always be there whenever i need you.